Odd Grouch's Senile Sentre

Nothing but whatever I decide to put there. Poetry, photos, bad attitudes. If I knew how to do more I'd have a website -- which I also can't figure out.
11/24/09

Curiouser and Furiouser

 

 Between throwing the uncontrolled mentally ill out onto the streets to endanger themselves and others, paying huge bonuses to industry executives who've mismanaged their companies into bankruptcy, paying $2 million per year to a college football coach, paying exorbitant bonuses to university administrators who are eliminating courses and raising college fees, seeing the unfortunates and incapable who are homeless demonized in the press and on the streets, I wonder if there's any reason for this society to survive 2012.  Though I'm not a follower of the Judeo-Christian belief system, I have to wonder what ever happened to Christian charity.  I've put myself out there to take two homeless men off the streets of San Francisco and help them get home to their families -- and I subsist on SS Disability!  I give small change, food and old clothing or blankets to homeless strangers on the street -- even let them into my apartment to take showers and / or pay for laundering their few belongings in a laundromat.  And I'm a follower of the Old Religion -- neither mono-theistic nor taking a cowards way out by blaming my bad choices on some demonic influence. 

Our country and our world need a strong dose of humanity, numerous lessons in the true meaning of caring and a return to the attitudes that prevailed when EVERY citizen sacrificed to support the legitimate use of our armed forces in honourable wars.  Of course, we'd have to have "honourable wars" first, but that's a symptom of what's wrong, not a cause of our problems.

 

Thoughts When Recovery Is Just Life

I always tried to be the very best
Horrible example I could manage.
Most of my days I could handle that test
Without thinking about it, any way.

Then I went and pulled the absolute worst
Boner an asocial ass ever could –
The dope had helped me forget I was cursed
To have to keep living, no choice at all.

So I think I may go out and have fun
Doing the same type of shit that I did
When all that mattered was me getting done
So all the pains would fade back for a bit.

I could give up on the world and on hope
With no effort and just say, "So long!"
All types of hurt fade out when I have dope,
And it can’t be that bad if I feel good!

 

Lost In My Mind

Dark and lonely,
Empty of empathy,
The locked door
Opened once from the wrong side.
Now it’s only Me, seeking sympathy,
In a strange room
That kills the heart, thought and pride.
The only hope I can offer is that
Nothing lasts forever.

 

 

 
11/20/09

And DOMA / DODT is still in court

The Lady Splash at rest

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi_bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2009/11/19/BADV1ANFSR.DTL

From the San Francisco Chronicle:
(11-19) 17:14 PST SAN FRANCISCO
-- The chief federal appeals court judge in San Francisco bluntly ordered the Obama administration Thursday to stop resisting his finding that the wife of a lesbian court employee was entitled to government insurance coverage.

(you might have to search for DOMA on the SFGate page)  The column is under "Judge to feds: She's our employee, stay out of it"

Judge Alex Kozinski, chief federal appeals court judge in San Francisco, has e tered the battle for equality for same gender partners and married couples.  And, you may note in the article, he was appointed to the bench by Ronald Reagan in 1985.  I'm not as sure of his standing in the power hierarchy as His Honour is, but I sure like the way the man thinks.  Of course, I'm twice as queer as three coats of pink paint on a three dollar bill so the judge is aces in my book.

If you follow down to the "Comments" section, there are a number of interesting quotes attributed to Thomas Jefferson from papers, speeches and his autobigraphy.  Those are going to be fun to validate.

Here's a poem about living gay in 1987.

The Other Men

Lady, you came to talk to me
'Cause you know that I'm his friend
And you can't understand why he'll
Only see you for dinner every now and then.
Well, last night he told me
Your friend I've been seeing
Talked the same way 'bout me to him.

Yes, we know you want us for lovers.
We can't tell you you're only our covers --
Because we're not with other women:
We're each others' Other Men.

It's not fair to use you this way,
But with our jobs we're not free
to live our lives with truth each day.
If we let our lives be known -- we'd be fired -- you'd see,
So we're telling you two
Believing you'll help out --
Having dates to support your friends.

You think there are laws to protect us,
But voters and employers reject us
Because we weren't born to love women --
We're each others' Other Men.

 

 
11/18/09

Ve haff vays of mekking you ....

Yup. Really stepped in it, this time!

And a very happy 18th to all.

I can't help but stand aghast at the resurgence of morality legislation.  Strange to learn, in looking at past news media reports, that in 1962 Blacks (African Americans, Negroes, Coloured People, pick your generational euphemism for ethnic -- hey!  no hate speech on my blog!!) were counted at 10% of the American population.  Unlike us Quirs, that didn't mean they weren't entitled to full citizenship.  Then there's Wymins Rights -- growing so steadily from 1922 'til last year and upheld in Roe v. Wade -- taking a hard hit from the Repugnicans and a bunch of boobs in Democratic drag.  All of a sudden a female member of the population has no right to determine what legal medical procedures are essential to her well-being.

I don't want to dwell on the groups that vociferously shout down any defense of a womans right to choose #Catholic "Church," JCLDS "Church," wimps and untrained apes who fear their sex partner may recognize they aren't good breeding material after all, powerless little men who fear freedom for others -- you know the ones -- okay, NOT dwelling), but where is the outrage from defenders of liberty?

"Right to life" groups can't seem to recognize the difference between "living" and "surviving."  What about the women raped by subbies who become pregnant as a result?  Where's their "right to LIFE" when legislation forces them to endure nine months with the fruit of that violation growing in their body?  When they're required to raise (or throw away into the "Child Protection" available to children "in the system") a child born out of such a horrible event, daily seeing the genetic offshoot of the beast who abused them?  What consideration has been given to the "life" that offspring will probably suffer through?  What quality of existence will arise from such Draconian enactment of shortsighted rulings?

Ah, well, I suppose they can always fall back on back-street butchers, like they did prior to 1973, with the resultant gory deaths, the expense of corrective medical treatment, and the prevalence of infections that preclude future child bearing.  Or the young women ostracized by their families and forced to apply for welfare in order to raise the unwanted "bundle of joy."  Or we could repopularize the chastity belt for all unwed women and all married females whose lords and masters are temporarily away from home.

A few things we do know -- abstinence, alone, does not prevent pregnancy; the technical medical term for women who depend on the rhythm method is "mothers;" even the most aggressive use of available forms of pregnancy prevention is no more than 85% assured of success (failure?); the population of the world is already 48% more than the ecology can support; when reproduction is enforced on all who can't afford surgical intervention the over-abundance of new births will be to mothers who are financially (and most often emotionally) incapable of raising a child.

Doesn't the morality clause in the "Universal" Health Coverage hint at a wonderful future?


As The Cross Burns

 From the beginning of life I learned
That showing courtesy and honour
To each person met as my road turned
Was the surest way to get along.
That meant not insisting I be heard,
Much less that I have the final word,
When someone said my words offended.

It seems my training in this was odd ––
Most others, now, claim it as a right
To everything about their "Faith."
I try to calmly tell them it might
Be a comfort to me if they tried
Leaving their religious thoughts aside,
As I’ve found that I’m quite contented

To follow my Way while they go theirs.
Though they’ve heard how insulted I feel
At such preaching, it seems no one cares.
Yet the teachings they claim to cherish
State that making a big public show
About God’s not holy –– it’s hollow!
Matthew 6: 5 - 15, you see.

It seems like I won’t be free to stay
Among those who share this artful site.
My joy of sharing is less each day
Against all the pressures that I feel.
I’d hoped I could deal with the attack
On my nerves and mind by the fact

That these "Christians" would rather be rude,
Even proclaim that I’m just a fool,
Than to take a relaxed attitude
And not shove their "Faith" down my throat.
Now I hope you won’t misunderstand ––
You’re free to live life as you’ve planned.
Give all the right to be so free.

But I insist, I have the same right
Not to be hounded about your church
When I write about darkness and night.
I don’t need to find the things you seek.
I’ve survived Hell, and I’m going strong.
I’m here –– and I think I belong.
I can’t care if you disagree.

 

 
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