I can't believe it mom, 5 years today since that awful cancer took you from us.  I took the day off from work so that I could spend some time with your other two daughters and then go to the cemetary and visit with you like I do every year.  I wish so much I could feel your hugs like I used to when I first got to your home to visit you, I miss you so much ma-ma.  Nobody knows the ache my heart feels for you since you left.  xoxo