I have been strugling lately to find something to write about here. I am not the same woman that started this blog. She died back in the summer of '09 I think. I started this blog back when I could feel a major change coming. My sister the astrologer would have some planetary explaination for the major shift, but all I knew was that I could feel it. I just knew. I knew my career was changing, I knew my marriage was ending, I knew I was in for big changes. I also knew they wouldn't be easy and that I would need a place to write. So my blog was born.
The changes came and I dealt with them the best I could at the time. I made some good decisions and some bad ones and I rode the roller coaster where it took me. I reached the bottom of the darkness in the spring and summer of '09 and I wasn't sure I even wanted to make it out of there alive. But I did. And I began to grow into a different person. I like to think I grew into the person I should have been all along if it weren't for some of the events of my past.
So here I am a stronger, more confident woman who is facing her fears and taking in life. I have such abundance. I have love and support and dreams for the future. So I struggle as to what to write here. How many times can you say that the career is blossoming nicely and the home life is fabulous without becomming monotonous?
I will more than likely come back and write some milestones occasionally. A Prolog if you will. I will have one to write when I finally get my pilot's license, and maybe something about moving home to Phoenix eventually.
It has been good to have this place when I needed it. Thank you for sharing my journey.